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Doll Face Desires by ~nolight:iconnolight:





I'm the whore you pretended to see
A fake to beautiful people
Buried the days you forgot to live
You cried because you dared to hide
Did you think I'd be your pride?
Your envy, your rage
I'm still being consumed by your flattery

I'm filthy and foul I know
It's what I was bound for
I'd shine down on you
But you'd ashen my aurora

Doll face, girl you need to be mended
You can't remember how to be loved
While everyone else can't forget
You fell in debt, you fell in traps
Reading books that tell you lies
That kept me the human I wasn't born

I'm filthy and foul I know
It's what I was bound for
I'd shine down on you
But you'd ashen my aurora

Some place your smiling
With someone close by
Smiling right back at you
You've never felt so right
You've never felt so close to home
Can't turn your smile upside down
Can't pretend you don't fit in this town

Pretty boy, shine on
At the end of the tunnel you can't find
Pretty boy, shine on
Girls sneaking up from you behind
You can't seem to find her inbetween

I saw the tears
You forgot to shed to me
When you swore you'd cry all alone
But couldn't admit your shallow sins
You fetched me
I caught a soul
So broken, so hurt
I couldn't give it back

Pretty boy, shine on
At the end of the tunnel you can't find
Pretty boy, shine on
Girls sneaking up from you behind
You can't seem to find her inbetween

It's a secret
It's a secret
Its a secret
It's a secret tonight
[x4]

It's a secret

People are so greedy
Raised to selfishly loose
Memories made but never stayed
Drowned in your twofaced shadow
Adults turn back on childhood
Thinking it was so great
Becoming beautiful people
World of devastation
That couldn't go back
World of devastation
That couldn't go back
That couldn't go back
Go back
If only you could [x4]

Baby can you hear my rambles?
Will you talk back when I'm listening?
Are you there when I'm not?
The pain in our eyes is suprising
Isn't it hard to want something?
I am full of wordless passions
Your not where I wish you were
To heal your confusion, I'll believe

Yawn without a sound
Close your eyes
Run away with me
To become what you can't
And I'll watch you smile
Tell me I'm fucking stunning
Feel the meaning of right
Without one single fight

Thats all
I peel you
So slowly, so naked
And then I turn away
Tell me I'm fucking stunning
And I'll kiss you forever
So fuck me without a meaning
But, not without a feeling

A feeling that was never felt
Is my own new endless hope

I plead to be cared for
Striving for a love that isn't real
Just one simple affection
That makes all the difference

We're needy...
We're needy...
We're needy...
In our own ways......
©2005-2009 ~nolight
:iconnolight:

Author's Comments

YAY I wrote something. It feels so good. Even though its so long for a song. And so very stupid. I dont fucking care. All that matters is I WROTE. ha ha there is meaning to this I swear. I'd explain but It'd take far too long ... k I don't like writing in caPITASLS and i keep doing it. er o well.

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:iconnosferatu-dreaming:
oh my god. this hits home on so many levels.
i love you, k? so much talent, so much talent.... *drifts away*

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Somebody tell me if falling OUT of love is supposed to hurt this bad
:iconsleepwithangels:
omg you have so much talent !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
no really do something with it

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I want to give you my :heart:.... LOL AS IF!
:icondeadambition:
wow wow wow that is all i can say that is amazing carly brialliant uh woah good work!!!!!!!!! i loved that!
:iconrealme:
"Tell me I'm fucking stunning
And I'll kiss you forever
So fuck me without a meaning
But, not without a feeling"

Wow, this is my favourite part, but the whole thing's great! Wow...so can you sing? and have you learnt bass yet?
You are so in my band when you move to England MWAH, well not my current band but, we'll make a new one...

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My good sir I know nothing! But I know that much, and if anything, it's a start...
:iconnolight:
Awe yay!!! A band..how I wish lol I can play bass alright now but I duno about singing lol havent tried that much. But thanks for commenting!! I'm glad you liked it :hug:

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"...Generally, by the time you are Real, most of your hair has been loved off, and your eyes drop out and you get loose in the joints and very shabby. But these things don't matter at all, because once you are Real you can't be ugly, except to people who
:iconnolight:
haha yyyyyyyyyaaaaaaaaaaaaaayyyyyyyyy. thanks so much kristen lol i always love hearing from you. seeing as how i need your approval and all for EVERYTHING.

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"...Generally, by the time you are Real, most of your hair has been loved off, and your eyes drop out and you get loose in the joints and very shabby. But these things don't matter at all, because once you are Real you can't be ugly, except to people who
:iconnolight:
lol awe thanks! :hug: maybe...i'll send something to a publisher some day..when im ready haha.

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"...Generally, by the time you are Real, most of your hair has been loved off, and your eyes drop out and you get loose in the joints and very shabby. But these things don't matter at all, because once you are Real you can't be ugly, except to people who
:iconnolight:
aw thanks soo much! :hug: i'm glad you liked it! and thanks for the fave too:)

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"...Generally, by the time you are Real, most of your hair has been loved off, and your eyes drop out and you get loose in the joints and very shabby. But these things don't matter at all, because once you are Real you can't be ugly, except to people who
:icondeadambition:
YOU BET!!! YOU ARE LUCKY TO BE ABLE TO HAVE MY APPROVAL!!! hahahha carly cherish that forever and ever and ever and ever and ever and on and on and on and on hear me.....good! lol

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